Love On My Terms~

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Love is selfish and demanding~
At the end of the day, we do not love another without choice.
We LOVE BY CHOICE~
It may hurt to let go, it may feel like one is dying by moving on, however
It is all a form of control. Love is the inability to have physical, mental and or emotional interaction without obligation, without guilt, without the need for explanation, FREELY.

Love is unselfish and unconditional~
Love is letting go and wanting what is best for the other even if that means without us.
Love is UNCONDITIONAL, it is not demanding nor is it selfish.
Love does not take from another their freedom. It does demand of us sacrifice but it also heals our heart to know we did what was right for the other.

Love is our inability to let go~
Love can make you sick as if death were your bed partner, but IT DOES NO SUCH THING without the actions of the other.
Love is only a word we use when we are no longer able to describe our inability to let go.

So before I let go I will be stripping you of your vanity
exposing your royal magma as it flows down your valley where none are forgiven and I am drowning in your golden liquid of repentance
I am thinking of holding you hostage nakedly pasted against the shower wall
I am feeling my intoxicating power holding you sexually paralyzed while I masterly massage that which, truth be told, is in fact controlling me
And I watch the various predictable contortions move across your face
With each upward pressure of my hands as that energy extends to my fingers now fully inserted gently calling you to come here
You inhale
holding each breath as if it were the very last before losing all sense of emotional and slightly more embarrassingly now physical control all over my hand
And you are shamelessly liking it
As if it were the very nature of being you
So relaxed, so very beautiful to fully release,
to be fully relieved
Emotionally, physically, mentally~

At the end of the day, we do not love another without choice.
We LOVE BY CHOICE~
It may hurt to let go, it may feel like one is dying by moving on, however
It is all a form of control. Love is the inability to have physical interaction without obligation, without guilt, without the need for explanation, FREELY.

Love is only a word we use when we are no longer able to describe our inability to let go.

And I tell you, “I love you,” and you respond, “So do I.”

@Anthony2017mdh30Vibes

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